CH 1: BIRTH OF AN ARIES, EPISODE 1: TEMPTATIONS

Lately I haven't been able to focus

I been distracted by to many things that are becoming an addiction

from fast food not drugs

to lonelyness instead of love

I been caught up in myself

people thinking I'm different

since I been living me

People thing I'm different since

I been living my dreams

but thats actually whats wrong with me

I been to cocky not able to focus

I didn't think my temptations were my ego

and my problems givin to me as a locus

I been living and writing

some days I feel to personal

but thats when I feel ready to keep going

life gave people purpose

life gave people meaning

I didnt think my purpose would become an a addiction

I guess thats the life of a celebrity

but I'm not even close to what my fans think of me

I'm nmore of hovering over the surface

scared to touch the pool

Cause I don't want to drown as the consequence

everybody needs to learn how to swim right

when life gives you lemons then make lemonade right

what am I suppose to do if writing feels like a power

People think I'm a genius when I put my feelings out with my written power

cause I'm tired of being a coward

I'm tempted to this feeling of power

I addicted to being an inspiration and thats not how I want to go down

I need to fix my temtations

I need to get out now

I need to be the man I once was

to down to earth

relatable with every verse

not thinking he's above all when he writes when he is hurt

I need to be me

I need to relearn what it's like to be a human being