MY NOT SO CLOSE FRIEND

I can still remember when we became friends all those years ago. I remember laughing so hard our stomachs hurt, talking about things I never talked about before, crying with you over the little things, spending summers at your house, introducing you to my best friend... I just want you to know even though we aren't close anymore, I still love you.

Things we're so easy back then. when you can sit in silence, and watch TV with no awkwardness.... However things aren't so simple anymore -- now there's nothing left between us besides anger and hurt feelings.

Sof after losing you my best friend, I did what anyone would do and I tried to make new friends. I feel for the loss of two people so I'm parked me by forging fake friendships with people I had hopes that could replace you. Those friendships I had forged could have been good for me but,no one can understand me the way you two did.

These people that is see me through the hardest points in my life. They didn't pick me up when I fell. Didn't see me when I was nothing. YOU did.

A part of me will always want you to be next to me when I go through this new hard times. I don't know if our paths will ever cross again, but I really hope for the bottom of my heart that they do and we can patch things up.

I just hope somewhere in your heart Shea,you know I still love you like a sister.