DOESN'T PHASE ME

I believe insecurities doubts and worries plenty of secrets I'm not one that you'll be able to save so many have tried all that time wasted I can't tell you how to deal with me I don't even know how to deal with myself weird strange insane crazy things people including you have labeled me put that s*** doesn't phase me I'm the best version of me is that I'm capable of seeing I don't have to say anything to anyone I'm real so I feel that I don't have anything that I need to prove people come people go some reasons we'll never know guess that it is part of the price of learning regret shame and self-hate through the things my inner self is dealing with not to mention people's lies and deception causing more doubts too much to keep up with so I choose to avoid it all push it to the side remain along silent everyday I do my best to run and hide